I am dying in love with you.
Every time, every moment, every hour and seconds, I keep thinking of you.
Wondering what would you doing right now without me.
Whether you are with your friends, your family or your other loved one?
When asked to your friends, they said don't expect to give my whole heart to you
But, they also said you are royal, your heart are shield from take others women heart.
But, I think they just see you from outside, not inside yours
You are also said the same things to me
When I told my friends about you, the result was opposite
You are same cheater as me
I wish if I could stop loving you. Slowly I try to be distant on you.
I will go travel to find other places, meet new community
Build a new life
And slowly fed away my memory about you
I feel weird when your/my contact girlfriend told me why is he don't even show me
Whether in front of his friends and his family
When there are important event occur?
Who am I on you?
I am just shadow hiding behind you
When you need me, you text me, when you available, you want to meet me
And I am so fool hoping and waiting that you arrive and take me away
You meet my family accidentally cause of our mistake
I feel some relieved when my parents said if you want to marry me?
When I see your action, I understand that you are not ready yet
As you told me before
I will not force you to accept me as your wife
I know you don't see me in your mind future
I am so sad but its hard from bottom of my heart
'Just leave this man ' as word on book I had read
Allah heard my prayers, guide my heart to see you true inner self
It's seem like I am not just only women that you miss a lot
There are others which give me question in my mind
Whether its was me or they are important into your life.
To my loved, king of my heart
I believe when the time is coming
You shall be mine or you will be happy with other women. . .
I would try to learn how to stop hoping on you
It's so hurt loving you day and night
Without know who am I inside of your heart?
I am so sorry, this is last
I am not even into your night dream
But it's other women that also you loved
I will left and banish slowly from your life. . .
From your only love one
~Nia
Every time, every moment, every hour and seconds, I keep thinking of you.
Wondering what would you doing right now without me.
Whether you are with your friends, your family or your other loved one?
When asked to your friends, they said don't expect to give my whole heart to you
But, they also said you are royal, your heart are shield from take others women heart.
But, I think they just see you from outside, not inside yours
You are also said the same things to me
When I told my friends about you, the result was opposite
You are same cheater as me
I wish if I could stop loving you. Slowly I try to be distant on you.
I will go travel to find other places, meet new community
Build a new life
And slowly fed away my memory about you
I feel weird when your/my contact girlfriend told me why is he don't even show me
Whether in front of his friends and his family
When there are important event occur?
Who am I on you?
I am just shadow hiding behind you
When you need me, you text me, when you available, you want to meet me
And I am so fool hoping and waiting that you arrive and take me away
You meet my family accidentally cause of our mistake
I feel some relieved when my parents said if you want to marry me?
When I see your action, I understand that you are not ready yet
As you told me before
I will not force you to accept me as your wife
I know you don't see me in your mind future
I am so sad but its hard from bottom of my heart
'Just leave this man ' as word on book I had read
Allah heard my prayers, guide my heart to see you true inner self
It's seem like I am not just only women that you miss a lot
There are others which give me question in my mind
Whether its was me or they are important into your life.
To my loved, king of my heart
I believe when the time is coming
You shall be mine or you will be happy with other women. . .
I would try to learn how to stop hoping on you
It's so hurt loving you day and night
Without know who am I inside of your heart?
I am so sorry, this is last
I am not even into your night dream
But it's other women that also you loved
I will left and banish slowly from your life. . .
From your only love one
~Nia
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